Beautiful Tragedy Lyrics - Lying to Myself

I´d rather be in denial
Than be in pain, yeah
I´d rather believe that you
Aren't going astray, yeah
So when you told me about her..
I felt the world going 'round
Blame is meant to be shouldered

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Do you know what´s it like
To lie to yourself
You know your own tells, know your own thoughts, yeah
You don´t understand what I go through, every day
Talking to myself, just lyin'
Away

I´d rather be numb
Then feel undone, yeah
I´d rather believe that you
Only love one, yeah
So when you told me about her..
I felt the world going 'round
Blame is meant to be shouldered

[Chorus]

I thought you were the one
Tidy little world, comes undone
Sweet suburban denial bliss
You didn´t want that, I don´t want this

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